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Stanzas To The Po
River, that rollest by the ancient walls, Where dwells the Lady of my love, when she Walks by thy brink, and there perchance recalls A faint and fleeting memory of me:
What if thy deep and ample stream should be A mirror of my heart, where she may read The thousand thoughts I now betray to thee, Wild as thy wave, and headlong as thy speed!
What do I say---a mirror of my heart? Are not thy waters sweeping, dark, and strong? Such as my feelings were and are, thou art; And such as thou art were my passions long.
Time may have somewhat tamed them,---not for ever Thou overflow`st thy banks, and not for aye Thy bosom overboils, congenial river! Thy floods subside, and mine have sunk away:
But left long wrecks behind, and now again, Borne in our old unchanged career, we move: Thou tendest wildly onwards to the main, And I---to loving one I should not love.
The current I behold will sweep beneath Her native walls, and murmur at her feet; Her eyes will look on thee, when she shall breathe The twilight air, unharmed by summer`s heat.
She will look on thee,---I have looked on thee, Full of that thought: and, from that moment, ne`er Thy waters could I dream of, name, or see, Without the inseparable sigh for her!
Her bright eyes will be imaged in thy stream,--- Yes! they will meet the wave I gaze on now: Mine cannot witness, even in a dream, That happy wave repass me in its flow!
The wave that bears my tears returns no more: Will she return by whom that wave shall sweep?--- Both tread thy banks, both wander on thy shore, I by thy source, she by the dark-blue deep.
But that which keepeth us apart is not Distance, nor depth of wave, nor space of earth, But the distraction of a various lot, As various as the climates of our birth.
A stranger loves the Lady of the land; Born far beyond the mountains, but his blood Is all meridian, as if never fanned By the black wind that chills the polar flood.
My blood is all meridian; were it not I had not left my clime, nor should I be, In spite of tortures, ne`er to be forgot A slave again of love,---at least of thee.
`Tis vain to struggle---let me perish young--- Live as I lived, and love as I have loved; To dust if I return, from dust I sprung, And then, at least, my heart can ne`er be moved. |